Trophy Panic / Target Panic explained

"If archer shoots just for fun he has all his skill.
If he shoots for score his hands tremble
and his breath is uneasy.
If he shoots for a golden price he becomes mad and blind.
His skill was not lessened, but the vision of the target changed him."
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short story
I started bowhunting with a long bow in 1966. As the early years passed I became a much better archer than I was a deer hunter and killed most of my deer during rifle season. As I grew into a man my hunting skills improved somewhat and after a hitch in the Air Force I found myself killing more and more deer each season with the bow.
I remember the last day of the season one year and I was tied bowkills vs gun kills. This was back in the hayday of deer hunting and I had unlimited tags. I'd killed a lot of deer that year. With the woods now bare I knew my chances weren't good but I took the bow anyway, one of those man things.
It was turning cold about sunset when two 4pt bucks came out of the cutdown heading straight toward the tree I was up. With the season ending I sent an arrow thru the lesser of the two and wound up that year with more bowkills than gunkills. That lit my fire.
This made for much bravdo and competition at the range the next summer as I had finally topped the lead deer hunter in our neighborhood group of serious hunters. Of course hunters don't generally dwell on numbers long before size becomes the area of enchantment and accomplishment. ,,, and size became the name of the game.
The next Sept I had a number of good bucks scouted and patterned. I was looking forward to getting off to a good start and putting some pressure on my buddy at the same time. I had a dandy buck patterned and it looked like an easy kill. ,,, and it would have been ,,, if I hadn't blown the shot.
Over and over again I easily killed doe and lesser bucks while going completely stupid when big bucks walked into my hands. Shots I could make at the range with my eyes closed, I was missing by feet when the real deal showed up.
Fortunately for me, my friend as well as several others were doing the same thing. Misery loves company. 
Since then I've worked on it a good bit and got it somewhat under control ,,,
,,, but
a man that will lie about buck fever will lie about other things as well. 
'Cause we still play that same game yet,
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ncboman
Have Bow --- Will Travel